alive. The spring that my grandfather had cleaned by hand with a shovel and a wheelbarrow. The spring my father used to drink from when he was a boy. The spring my wife and I had once walked to on a hot July evening, back before there was no wife to walk with anymore.
I opened the door and stepped out.
The smell hit me then. Diesel, wet clay, cut roots, churned earth. A smell like violence dressed up as improvement.
I walked down the hill slowly because if I